"Sam can’t find him because he doesn’t want to be found. Because [Dean is] having fun and he knows that if Sam finds him, he’s going to do his best to reverse the demon in him. But he’s like, “I’ve got the golden ticket.” This might be a little heavy, but it made me think about heroin addicts. To them, they found the magic key. They found the recipe to happiness. People are like, “You can’t do this. This is going to ruin your life,” and they’re like, “Screw you! This makes me feel amazing. I’m going to do this. You’re the one that’s an idiot. This is the best stuff ever.” And… everyone else is watching this steady decline of this person. That’s kind of demon Dean."
Jensen Ackles [x] (via deanisanactualprincess)
Hm, isn’t that what Dean feared when Sam was drinking demon blood? That his brother was doing this stuff that felt good but would make him someone he wasn’t? And Sam was saying, No, I’m saving people. It’s a good thing. But it became clear that while he started out using it save people ended updoing it because he liked the power itself.
Lather, Rinse, Repeat….actually I’m curious to how the fandom will react because I sure as hell remember how people talked mad shit about Sam Winchester.